sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Water weight i really don't know how I feel today. Just skittish. I want to smoke but I already had one and my husband is by the front door so I don't want to in front of him. Idiot of all idiots... I am retaining water bad. 5 pounds lost are now five pounds gained. I hate it hate it. I need to eat more protien again. Don't want to ask for money for meat. I wish I had my will power back to starve again. Such a chicken shit. No willpower all guilt. Something has to give soon. 11:38 p.m. - 2002-07-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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