sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why can't I be happy longer than one day? I was feeling so happy today, why does it have to go away?? I ate way too much. I've abstained ffrom breads and donuts and stuff for 9 months. What did I do?? I gorged on it. I didn't purge either. I had a half of a maple donut, 1/4 of a sugar cake donut. 2 slices of this other pastry. Then for lunch I hate hamburger with the bun, and fries. Oh I might just eat some of this ice cream too. Why the hell not? I might as well go down with a huge hurrah. Tomorrow I'll feel like crap and hate myself. I am already fighting the evil voice inside screaming what a ugly fat bitch I am. I can't handle this anymore. I'm dying inside. 5:42 p.m. - 2003-08-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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