sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hide it away Mia and I go down, down further underground. I place my secrets in the box and cover them with the wool blanket The air is musty, dank. No one has been here for quite a while. I hide my pain and my anger, I place them here for safe keeping. Should I ever need them I will know where to look I'm cold. Despite the warmth of the sun, I shiver. I cannot control this. Mia takes full reign upon me. I'm not sure how much I have spent to keep her happy. Food My mind is obsessed with it. All I do is eat or think about throwing up. I have no will to change this. Not at this time anyway. I know some are feeling it. My brother came home with food last night. I was joking and said, "Hey where's mine?" He says,"Why, you'd just throw it back up?" I felt so embarrassed, I didn't even know that he knew. I need to hide this a little better than I am. 8:41 a.m. - 2004-03-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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