sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Should I eat breaksfast? The thought of eating breakfast right now is very tempting. However I know that I would not even try to keep it down. I can't. I kept dinner down last night and still feel like an ass. I did it for my boyfriend. It was so hard. My stomach is all bloated this morning. So I'm drinking some dieter's tea, trying to get rid of the water weight. I plan what I will wear, my make-up on if I am going to purge or not. I haven't wonr eyeliner in the longest time. I haveafe" food. I really don't know what makes it so safe but for me it is. I can eat nuts. I can eat low carb yogurt and I can some steamed vegetables. I hardly eat any of those anymore. I can't even keep meat down anymore. Some people think I am getting too skinny. Alll I see is that fat in my stomach and my thighs. They are still too close together and they must go. I need to see a pace between the legs. My arms are still too big. My face is still too wide. I have a long ways to go to achieve my goals. Basically I just want to fade far away. 7:16 a.m. - 2004-04-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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