sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is how I'm dying And this is how I'm dying.... Constantly changing my mind, losing my grip on reality instead. I stare down at my callouses and weep dry tears. I have nothing left. Offer me freedom and I turn away. I simply want to waste away. Ever reaching my goal, only to have it slip from my grasp. Why do I continue? Why am I so consumed with the desire to be nothing? Why must I take it to the limits and then push past? Am I truly mad? Or are all of you insane? Prehaps if you didn't make such a big deal. It wouldn't be permanent pain. Like a cat coming in from the rain I have learned nothing, I go to do it again. This is how I'm dying. 11:52 p.m. - 2004-05-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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