sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I want control Restriction. I've had 190 calories. Today so far. It's what I want to do...no more eat every fucking this in sight. I say this and laugh cause I don't think I can last through the day Yesterday I allowed myself to eat normally. It was hard as hell to do so. So I'm starting off slow. Drink whatever I want (which is a lie cause I've counted calories already, it was the juice that had 190) Eat under 700 calories a day. Can I accomplish this? I have to no idea. I've done it before. I have to be able to do it again. That is what is so dangerous with mia, you can eat everything and have no control. I hate that. I want control. 12:34 p.m. - 2004-05-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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