sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Amazed How simply amazing to be so attracted to the wasting away of my body. I sit and stare at my arms, they are noticeably thinner. Brandon must have noticed because he's been wrapping his fingers around my forearm. I stare at my chest, raises and lower my arms above head looking at the skin run over my bones. I love it. I see the telltale signs of an Ed in the form of bruises. I don't mind it. My hair is starting to shed. Brandon made a comment of that but I won't tell him, I just said that it falls out in summer. I wasn't lying, it always falls out in the summer when I restrict. Why is it that i restrict better in the summer? Perhaps because of the heat. I have eaten once a day for a couple of days now. Last night I had chicken and shrimp. Not many calories in that maybe 300. I had wine too though. Starting tonight I cut that out as well. So far today all I've had was unsweetened ice-coffee. 9 calories. I am in love, and her name is Ana. How far will we go? Let's go all the way.
11:31 a.m. - 2004-06-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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