sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm tired of me It know it's just bloat, really I do. I just don't want it there. Why? Why can't I fucking stop doing what I hate? Why is everything in my life so hard? I have so much I need to change. I tell myself every morning, today will be different. I won't do that. Or I will be this. I do the same thing over and over again. Every night before I go to sleep, I cry to God, please help me not to this tommorrow. By 5 o'clock the night evening, I'm doing it again. I don't want to be me anymore. 5:57 a.m. - 2004-06-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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