sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Please Go away If blood would flow Like tears from the stars I pretend to be unclean Voices I am NOT strong Brandon I am not good enough for a man untainted like you I was the girl that tried so hard Only it was doubly hard for me 'cept for the pervert at the park marriage Oh God, how hard I prayed for just one man to be faithful I gave all for nothing in return My mother warned me, but it was too late So many times I wish I could have cried, "Mama, I'm so scared. They dont like me ...just like dad." So one man showed me kindness, and did not try and "jump my bones" He pretended to be good, until "it" happened. I was no longer good enough. My mother tried to warn me. I didn't listen Until the day I got married. Then pain will not go away. " I will never be able to touch you, he took what was mine." "I want a virgin." Guess I'm no longer that. "We should've remained friends.... why? I need a husband. We have two kids." You should be asian I don't like long nails You are not skinny like you were at 16 "sorry I had two kids" I hate you "I hate myself for loving you" You can't see your parents anymore I need my mom sorry, I was hurting, you didn't love me Only selfish people kill themselves. No, the trapped do too God wants us back together. I will try once more Sorry, I did look at porno on your computer I really tried to be everything you asked How can you call me names now? I became everything you wanted. Now I am willing to go to hell to get away You were offered everything good in me. There is none left to give Please leave me alone 10:01 p.m. - 2004-10-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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