sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Panic Attacks I can feel it in my stomach at times. It's waves welling up, I can see myself in my mind screaming on top of my lungs. Not in anger, but that hair-straighting, blood-curdling high pitched sound that causes ice to shatter. I bite my lips to keep quiet. For Tuesday. Then on Monday, Lord only knows who will be arriving. My face will remain impassive, unless Brandon corners me to ask me what's wrong. Most likely I'll snap back that nothing is and try and escape. All of this anixous energy.....
I'm trying to remain positive. So I'll count my blessings right now. So why do I tremble so much? I am trying to purge myself away. 8:46 p.m. - 2005-02-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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