sapphire02's Diaryland Diary

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Stop

I don't want to live, and I am afraid to die.
Do you think God will love me? Really love me? I drink too much, to keep away dreams. Do you think He'll understand and love me anyways?
I need HIm and yet I'm scared.

I hate being fat...I need to be 98 pounds. I am going to get there.
I need to stop purging. I need to just stop.

10:39 p.m. - 2006-07-06

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