sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hello Hi, I haven't written in forever. I've started working, at a wine store. It helps with my binging and purging because I only eat a salad on that day. I work 12 hours usually. However, that means I b/p the other three days that I'm not working. All day. I eat a good breakfast and by 9:00 am I am fighting the urge...11:00 I've given in. I shaved all my pubic hair off...yeah so what. I noticed I have a huge gap between my thighs now. My butt is gone. My arms are tight and muscular but only because I lift boxes (12 bottles) of wine all day long. I still feel terribly fat, and on the days that I don't...I'm afraid to get that way. 117 pounds...I'm freaking huge still. 1:57 p.m. - 2008-02-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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