sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cut myself Last night was a very horrible night for me. My husband and I fought, go figure. I cut myself. Bad, in the thigh. I did it without thinking, I did it in front of him. The doctor said get a butterfly bandage, and I wouldn't need stitches. Only if it kept bleeding. On the other leg I have knife marks all over. I can't very walk very good. I wish I can ignore everything he says. I did good for 2 months. I just couldn't yesteday. So now, I will not eat during the day. I will have a couple of glasses of wine at night. That he is happy and he doesn't get on me so much. He doesn't feel as guilty. I don't want the bloat and weight gain, so that's the only way I think of preventing it. Hopefully I will find that good job I need to move out soon. I'm still looking. 4:57 p.m. - 2002-04-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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