sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 20 pounds to go pounds to go... Three times. I did it three times yesterday at work. I felt accomplished. I felt, more in control again. There will be no more bread there for a while. No more cake and stuff. This is good. Now I can get back on track. Smiles How many times have I said that now? Well, anyways, I have to. I don't like me at all. I spoke to a Dr. about this, he just basically told me everything I had to learn on my own. Stay away from wheat, pasta, potatoes, sugar.... I hate having low blood sugar.(hypoglycemia for those that understand medical terms.) Maybe once I get a grip on that again, I can control the other..wishful thinking I know. I am looking in the mirror right now... I hate the way I look. Damn. It needs to come off, all of this. I will lose it all by the New Years. I will lose. 10 by then I hope. Then by the end of Jan, another 10. That's my goal. I will accomplish it at all costs. Now, if I could just tell my body that and it obey me I'll be good. 6:22 a.m. - 2003-12-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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