sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tossing my cookies to the wind How come I don't lose any weight with purging? It just sits here like a 10 pound bag around my stomach, causing me to feel like a failure. I hate this At first I said that I would not purge anymore. So I was supposed to call and get help. I didn't. I still throw up everything. I I want to eat and throw up pounds of food? I'm just plain sick. I'm not stopping either. Today is treat day at work. Usually junk food. I'll eat and then toss my cookies later. Will I ever be okay? I hve no idea....right now, no I won't. 6:01 a.m. - 2004-01-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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