sapphire02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When the feelings fade. 111..I had to post the pounds. I haven't weighed that since I was 12 or 13. I can't tell that I'm that small though. When do I see it? I have been purging everything..I've only kept down 1/2 cup broccoli and a beer. That's it. The craving to lose more has now become everything. I want to lose it all. My fiancee found an entry on my other journal. He was quite upset and I mad at myself. Yet once the feelings fade,the fact remains. I want to be 98 pounds. I think I'm going to start wearing baggy clothes so they can't notice. 9:51 p.m. - 2004-09-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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